Shuh.

YES, it's not cool of being me.
But at least I got everything.
Everything that not everybody has.

Just reminding myself,

To make myself feels better.

You know those time, when we fall off the wagon, we make mistakes,

We hurt someone or someone hurt us.

We try to wriggle away by distracting ourselves even more.

And that feels pretty bad.
Get away feelings, I don't want you.